So my father in law arrives tomorrow and stays for 8 days. Wohoo!
I didn’t call him last week because knowing him I felt he would tell the entire clan that she called me now after 2 months because I going there so she’s scared of me. Moreover, he doesn’t talk to me when I am around so I shouldn’t be expected to make calls that will involve small talk, no wait- that will involve awkward moments of silence.
To be honest, I am feeling very strong and am not scared at all. I know that infertility was not something I chose and he’s showing his bad attitude for no reason. If I had done something wrong then only I should have felt guilty or weak.
It shouldn’t hurt much to remain silent or be treated like a ghost for a week when the following week after he leaves will be my final embryo transfer! I should be counting down towards that with lots of hope and excitement. Who knows it could be this 1 embryo that finally gets us out of this difficult situation.
-Strong and cannot be stopped